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i knew this wouldn't come to love.
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| dear michael |
[13 Jan 2008|03:29pm] |
dug through my inbox and read your yearbook entry for the first time.
... i owe you for everything you've done and i know it'll probably take me a lifetime to do so, but i'm sure we'll stay in touch forever anyways so i still got time. ... thank you for being there for me when i needed you, for putting up with my stupidity, for getting me through school, for being the one person i can always trust and count on, and for being my best friend that i know i'll have forever. i really couldn't have asked for anyone better than you that i care this much about. i know i'll see you again in cali so no goodbyes yet but i WILL miss you insanely. ...
fuck. where'd we go?
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| keep it steady now. |
[29 Dec 2007|06:31pm] |
despite lost friendships, memories (both old and very new) of catty girls, broken hearts, impressions of living in a bubble, illusions of feeling too big, missing parts, inconsistent bestfriends, unrequited loves..
i can't imagine this place being gone from me forever.
tuesday's coming too fast and i intended to do everything i could to let go now, to cut off all ties, to keep the most important people at bay. but i can't. after talking to d and realizing "never again" was looming in the air, i cried for the first time for this place. for my island and for the people i met here -- all of them, whether they eventually turned against me or not. there was a lot of growing up and a lot of experience, and i can't help but feel that with the close of 2007 comes an unavoidable departure from my childhood.
i miss you already.
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